Thursday, May 7, 2009

What I've been up to.

I've been an art making machine lately. This is good. I am really loving it. The more art I make, the more I want to make. I am really in a productive mindset and quite pleased about it. Not so pleased with getting guilted out by people for being busy tho. That bums me out. If I am busy & being productive, I am happy, and you should be happy for me, otherwise you are being a selfish fool. Trust me, when you are busy I miss your sweet ass too, but I am happy nonetheless when I know my pals are happy. It motivates me.

I have a fantastic idea for a big project I cant wait to start. Its going to be one big series. I need to do some research first. I can hardly wait to launch into this one. Like digging your fingers into damp earth in spring. I can smell it in the air. I can almost taste it. I long for it. But I cant get ahead of myself. This project has been brewing in the back of my mind for a while. Not good to be too eager, just gotta let it flow naturally. Not going to force this one, that only tends to backfire. This needs finessing.

Trying to get a big group show organized. Finding a suitable venue is tough. It is even tougher because I am busy at work and dont always have the time to make all the calls/emails I need to. Once I do nail down a space & a date, its on yo. I have SOOOOOO many ideas for this show. Its gonna be hott. Its hard for me to sit still when I have this much inspiration & drive. Likely this is prob why I have had an issue with insomnia again on and off lately. Comes with the territory of having the mania. Sometimes sleep deprivation is a minor side effect from making progress. Just try to go with it. Fighting is futile. It is what it is. Speaking of sleep deprivation, this lil lady needs some beauty rest.

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